Posting on my hiptop againnnn.
58kg straight this morning.
Thank god I'm back here after binging like a fat person for 3 days.
2 days of binge-free september down, just 28 to go!

I decided that if I don't binge this whole month, ill allow myself to have a piece of cake on my sisters bday (oct 5th)

Yeaaah
Today I've had a celeb slim milkshake for breakfast and I'm going to have an apple for lunch.
No dinner.
Come on 57.8!!

I'm really motivated today so should be good.

My mum made me eat pasta for lunch
and its not ok, i feel like a massive failure
i tried to purge but not alot came up.. and now my chest hurts

i have so much homework to do but really i just want to exercise in my room all night
i was finally back down to 58kg
i cant believe thats ruined now!
im never going to get below 58. this is ridiculous.
its only 1:40 in the afternoon so i know i have plenty of time to finish my homework and then exercise but im just not motivated for homework anymore, only exercise.

i want this food out of me.
there is NO CHANCE that i am eating dinner tonight. no way.
make me feel better, something!

feeling pretty good about weighing myself tomorrow morn
ive exercised my face off today
i deserve to have lost now.

im really motivated not to eat because after i ate lunch before i was all depressed and stuff for hours.
i actually felt better being hungry and being full
physically and emotionally

TOMORROWS PLAN
B: weightloss shake
L: apple, MAYBE, depends if i have to have dinner or not. if i do.. then no apple
D: nothing OR a bit of whatever mum makes. heres to hoping its got meat in it so i dont have to eat it yeaaah

oh shit i just remembered that i have to go out for dinner tomorrow night
i have an english assignment where i have to write and ad for a restaurant and we're going there tomorrow night for dinner.
shitshitshit
ok well ill just order the side of seasonal vegetables considering caffe primo SUCKS and has no vegetarian food except risotto and i hate risotto.

yaaay seasonal veggies.