On my hiptop and I'm too lazy to use my thumbs for typing so I'll make it short.
58.8 this morning.
Not happy or angry because I don't really know what I weighed yesterday because it changed so much.
I think I have internal bleeding in my foot but its ok, I'm getting xrayed today.
Apparently I snapped a piece of my bone off and that piece lodged itself somewhere in my ankle joint. Yeahhh and its been there for a year. That's why I can't run for long before my ankle gives in.

Point being 0-400cal a day and 60mins exercise.
For this month at least.
If I succeed then all of spring.
I hope it gets warm soon.
I took off my red beaded ana bracelet because I'm a failure. Once I'm back at 58 then I can have it back.
I'm like a parent punishing a child only I'm the parent and the child at the same time.








Yeah its cold.

Hm hm hmmmmm
On the bus home from town and I'm really bored.
There's a guy on my bus laughing but its that sound your throat makes when you're sucking/gasping for air. Kinda sound like a hiccup. Yep. That's how he laughs and its really freaking irritating I wanna stab him in the face.
So I bought a whole heap of celeb slim shakes today (yaaay finally found them) and a shaker bottle thing. Lovely. Its blue.
Having one for dinner tonight since my mum now works every weeknight and doesn't know if I don't eat dinner. My dad doesn't get home til 6.30 so I just tell him I already ate dinner.

Going to weigh myself when I get home. I don't feel as fat as I did this morning so hopefully that shows on the scales. I have to finish cleaning my room then ill go for a run for as long as my damaged ankle will let me. Then some homework and dancing before bed.

I can do this. I am not even tempted by food anymore. It doesn't interest me and I don't crave it. No binging this month!

So today all I've had/will be having is...
5 almonds
3 dried apricots
1 celeb slim shake

And about 45-60mins of exercise
If I don't lose I will hunt that laughing man down and I really will stab him in the face.

Almost at the right bus stop.
I purposely caught the wrong bus so that I had a 15 minute walk to my house.
Yeeeey.

OH JEEZ.
THATS EASY
TASTE!
THEN I WOULDNT LIKE FOOD.
now im getting excited that i wont be able to taste anymore but its not going to happen
unless i shave all my taste buds off my tongue... or burn them.
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